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haven't been blogging for a while... been busy, busy doing nothing and failing lots of exams... I'm again dragging myself back to the hole I once had been... I haven't been studying properly... been out on gimiks and trying to forget all the sorrows I've been feeling but these gimiks are really taking a toll on my acads... I really need to get a hold of my life again.. I need someone to point me to the right direction... to hold me now as I am again losing sight of what I want...

I took a quiz on FB earlier... yes I know Its not something I should believe in... but It was somewhat correct... My weakness right now is not having passion in everything I do and with everything around me... I don't know how I've achieve this sense of apathy but I can't seem to get pass it....

I hate being so apathetic because I can't seem to bond with people I like.. I'm wishing and hoping that someone can break this thing blocking my heart so that I can feel again... I think I need an inspiration... someone to love me not as a friend but as someone more important to them...