atlast

after weeks of trying to log on my blog.. I have atlast succeeded to do so.. di ko lam kung bakit but it kept redirecting itself over and over again.. hmmm.. anyways.. my plans right now is to buy new outfits... cause my old ones are giving up the fight... some have holes and others are stretch beyond recognition @_@ being to kuripot is not good.. I've now realized that.. I'm trying to love spending on clothes na and i'm getting addicted @_@ *nooooooooooooooooo*.. my life as a kuripot is ending.. I bought 2 new books in the pass week... Eldest by ... (i forgot the spelling) and rebel angels by libba bray.. but I dont have the time to read them pa... hmmm.. nyways school is fun... ummm.. did i just say that @_@ though my grades aren't the good.. I think I'l still pass.. umm.. well hopefully cause i really don't want to get dismissed.. nyways.. another improvement in my life.. well i think its an improvement... I'm slowly detaching myself to my batchmates(sa soro).. I don't know why but I think they're just my friends because of the situation we're in and don't really like me.. ohh well.. I'm happy with my real friends naman eh.. I won't push myself in their lives kung away nila sakin cause for me its their loss because not to brag about it but if I love a friend I love them unconditionaly and would give almost everything I have to make them happy.. honestly I sometimes give more importance to them than my family.. which I know is wrong.. dahil sabi nga nila.. Blood is thicker than water.. oohh well.. I'm trying to reconnect ties with my cousin naman eh but we really don't have common time to meet.. nyways with all the good things that's happening in my life.. syempre my bad dapat na mangyare (I'm not that negative.. but I do belive in a weird balance in life) my sister had a miscariage(i dont fuckin know the spelling.. nakakahiya.. grar!!) so ayun mej sad family namin but we can't do anything bout it... anywy.. ayun basta.. hopefully I could afford a whole wardrobe change in a full mass scale.. ang weird tlga hindi ko napansin na ganun na mga clothes ko.. ibig sabihin i was wearing some stuffs that looked weirdly old to some people.. pero I liked them before now i fuckin hate them.. ewan.. lookin at them now makes me cringe!!!!! waaaaaaaaa.. I need new clothes... to all my friends who may read this... MALAPIT NA BIRTHDAY KO!!!! I would glady accept blouses.. blouses pls and NO TSHIRTS PLS... madami pa ko nun.. wahahaha.. demanding eh noh.. nyways... ayun till here